THE Fight

My fight to lose weight

Thursday, May 19, 2005

May 19, 2005

I was only down .8 lbs last week which was understandable as last week I wasn't very good on sticking to the plan. The sad thing is this week I've been even worse. I've had terrible food cravings and have had NO self control when it comes to not eating if I'm not hungry. On top of that I've hardly drank any water. Ahhh...I'm fallin apart. I don't think I'm going to weight in tomorrow, although I will go to the meeting. Next week my mom is in town so I'm sure I'll lose weight then :)

Friday, May 06, 2005

May 6, 2005

Well, I made it through all the mexican food on Cinco De Mayo and didn't have ONE BITE. I lost another 4.8 lbs this week which is a total of 14 lbs in 3 weeks. The crazy thing is it hasn't been that tough. I'm still eating..I'm just eating different things. I think I was really ready for it this time...I'm feeling it..and it feels good.

Monday, May 02, 2005

May 2, 2005

Hello hello. Well, I lost another 1.8 lbs as of last Friday. I was happy with that considering I had been in SD the weekend before, and was completely bloated from the monthly cycle. I'm feeling much better this week and this week I've still not been good. The weekends are just tough but then you have the week to make up for it and be good which is the total opposite of how it usually is. Anyways, I had a burger and some pizza this weekend but I didn't overdo it like I used to...and I excersised so that's all a plus. I'm hoping to stay in the 1 - 3 lbs/ week loss as I think that's a good pace. That will mean 100lbs lost in a year. good eh? I'm supposed to weigh 158 at the end of this which means as of last Friday I have 154 to go. Crazy huh. At the end I will weight 158 and I will have lost 168 lbs. My god 1/2 my body weight. That's crazy..a whole other person. It's weird as there are some girls on the program who weigh 144 and that's killin them. 144...granted they're a couple inches shorter than me, but still...I'll NEVER weigh that... I guess it just goes to show that the weight struggle is hard whether it's 2 lbs or 200 lbs you've got to lose. Anyways, there are some personal things that seem to be clearing up in my life which is good and has helped with the whole process. I just hope they keep going in the same direction :)